Post by tleilaxughola on Sept 25, 2006 9:58:58 GMT -5
"Sylya!" her father called to her across the daycamp. "Come, we must speak." Sighing with resignation, the wild elf girl lay down her arrow stock and feathers, rose, and trotted over to him.
"What, father? What remains to be said?" she snapped at him.
Drawing himself up, he scowled fiercely at her, a low growl in his chest. A fearsome warrior, obviously skilled with his spear, his tattoos and piercings made him quite intimidating. To anyone but her, that is. He spoke in low, angry tones. "You face the elders at dusk, girl," he said. "I've had enough of your nonsense. I have said it: you cannot be a Lightweaver. I will not see you dead like the rest of my children! You will choose to follow Mhair."
"No, Father," she said, shaking her head defiantly. "I will not."
"The bow, then!" he said, voice rising slightly.
"I will not," she said again stubbornly.
"The sword!" he snapped. She just glared at him, her vivid green eyes boring holes in his skull. "Rrraahh! Mhair strike you bald, you cursed river serpent of a girl! Your brothers are all dead. It will be many moons before you can bend the light. Who will feed you in that time?"
"I will feed myself, you old goat!" she hissed. "Already I can..."
"Silence! Hold your tongue with me, devil girl!" he roared, turning heads clear across the camp. "Your skills are fine for childish games with real warriors nearby. But relying on them for your own full share? Ha! Your head is in a hole and you still think it is night, but your ass stands clear in the daylight!"
Flushing angrily, she shouted back at him. "The hole -your- head is in travels with you, old man!"
Gasping, sputtering with anger, he raised his hand as though to strike her, but caught himself and slowly lowered it. "I have tried to help you, Little Flower. You spit on my help and throw it in my face. All your life I have tolerated it, for you were the child of my mate, and I did for you all I could. But tonight, you are a child no longer. Your time of protection is at an end. You must now join the tribe...or leave it."
He turned with finality, not caring how she responded, and moved off to speak to some trackers who had just returned. As usual, Great Chief Head-In-His-Ass had no time for her beyond a gruff rebuke in the center of the camp, where everyone would stare and laugh with each other.
Worry ate at her, worry that he was right. The thought that his assessment was perfectly accurate just made her despise him all the more. Her situation was a case of the worst timing the world had ever seen, all her dreams ripped asunder. Her brothers, along with ten other young men, had been hunting just a month before, and had been ambushed by a pack of razorclaws. In one swift frenzy of death for the elves and life for the beasts, her chance for becoming what she dreamed to be were chewed up into gristle. Now, with no brothers to protect her, they would say she must choose a mate to pursue this path...but none of the boys left in Winding Rose tribe were old enough to be a warchief. As the only remaining child of Winding Rose tribe's Warchief, and a daughter, whoever was mated to her would inherit the title when her father died. And any child of Mhair knew, death could strike without warning...her mate could become the new Warchief at any time. Possibly deliberately. Maddeningly, this meant the Elders had as much say in her choice of mate as she did.
Despite her public insistance that she could fend for herself, she knew she faced a hard few years and was unlikely to survive it. Joining one of the other paths would give her Waybrothers who would feed her while she trained. But the thought of abandoning the light, after all she had accomplished with it so far! She simply could not. I am the first lightweaver the rose tribe has seen in three generations, she thought bitterly. I cannot abandon the path, no matter how tangled it becomes. The tribe needs this!
Night fell, finding her still worrying over the same thoughts with no new resolution. The campfires were doused, all but the center fire, and the elders slowly made their way down to its heady orange light. They chanted in their odd, droning way, singing the old songs, coaxing out the moon. Tribesemen moved about, trading with each other and drinking the burning water. Hours later, its light finally spilled through the jungle canopy, making everything glow silvery-blue in her vision. The singing died away, leaving the night sounds. The elders turned and looked at her, beckoned her, and she approached.
"Sylya, daughter of Netu," the oldest elf intoned. "Tonight, the seasons change. You have seen a hundred summers, and a hundred winters. Now you must join the tribe, and choose your path to tomorrow. Will you step out of childhood, and join us?"
"I will," she said boldly, not a hint of her misgivings showing.
"Then what path will you follow, to claim a share?" he rasped.
"I will weave the light, eldest."
The old man frowned, the other elders muttering among themselves. Her father looked weary and resigned. "That cannot be, daughter of Netu."
"I can feed myself while I learn! I can..."
"It does not matter if you feed yourself," the old man cut in angrily. "There are other matters to consider. You must have a mate, and not just so you do not starve. The elders are agreed in this. You must choose a mate from among those at the fire. Courting and details can wait, but you must choose now. Say the words."
"But there are no unmatched men in our tribe old enough! Would you have a child as your chief?" she snapped angrily. But the old man just shook his head, leaving her little choice. She raised her voice to the crowd, sneering and defiant. She spoke the ancient invitation to the challenge, her words dripping with sarcasm. "Which 'man' among you will step into the firelight to be seen by me, to be judged for the feathers?"
"You do not understand," said the eldest sadly, and stepped aside. A group she had not even noticed stood, revealing themselves in the firelight. Ice washed down her spine when she saw the delegation from the Hawk tribe. They must have arrived after the songs began...she had not seen them arrive. Among them was J'nan, son of the Hawk's warchief. Smiling cruelly, leering at her, he stepped to the edge of the fire's circle of stones.
Her eyes sought her father accusingly, but he would not look at her. They fell upon old M'grathi instead. M'grathi, who had tried three times to bring down her father and take his place. M'grathi, who had advised her in the ways of the elders. M'grathi, who now sneered at her in triumph. He told me I could go without a mate! she cried to herself. He tricked me! She was cold, numbed with shock as the ritual proceded and the elders assigned J'nan his challenge. The implications spread like fire through her mind. Screaming Hawk tribe will eat Winding Rose! The rose tribe will be devoured! M'grathi had strong ties to Hawk tribe...no doubt his own position would be elevated once the devouring was done. The implications of wedding J'nan were not lost on her, particularly under his hungry gaze. Her future appeared to be one of pain and torment, and she withered inside at the thought of it. She was caught, trapped...
A jingling of small bells interrupted her thoughts, and the elders stopped speaking with J'nan and his party. The quiet glade grew quieter still as hundreds of breaths caught in their throats. Walking from the edge of the glade was a stooped old woman covered with feathers and beads and animal tails, wearing a crown of bright silver jinglebeads. Her milky white eyes gazed past everything in her path...but were fixed on Sylya.
Murmers spread through the gathered wild elves as she made her way forward. M'grathi the elder stepped forward and barred her path. "What is this, Mi'nh!" he yelled at her. "This is an acceptance ritual, old woman! You are not needed here! Go back to the forest! How dare you interrupt? Leave and AaaiiiI!!" The old woman raised her hand casually, and M'grathi's harsh words were cut off by a mass of vines suddenly swarming from the underbrush and wrapping him up like a spider's dinner.
"M'hair will speak when she wishes," she croaked feebly, and hobbled on past the struggling elder. All others in her path backed away as she continued forward, eventually stopping before Sylya. The young chieftain's daughter fell to her knee before the ancient TreeSpeaker. The old blind druid reached forth to lay a hand on her head, and spoke with a voice suddenly deep, hollow, and booming, seemingly thrown back by the trees surrounding the glade as if it were their own voice instead. "Sylya'na'lith, daughter of Netu'ji'lith, you will run north! North, to the place where earth and sky embrace! North, where water sleeps, and the Sun fears to tread! North, to lay this seed upon the shore of the Sea of Glass!" The old woman fumbled blindly for Sylya's hand and roughly pressed a simple acorn into her hand.
Sylya remained on her knee, staring at the acorn in shock. "Wh...what?" she stammered. The old woman paid her no mind, simply walked back to the egde of the clearing. When she passed between the first of the trees, the jingling stopped, and she was gone. Noise burst upon the scene once more, hundreds of whispered conversations suddenly shushushushing through the clearing. Sylya looked back on those gathered at the fire. Her father was weeping with relief, laughing loudly...the elders in various states of outrage and confusion, and J'nan...he looked as if he had just discovered that his rations were full of ants. J'nan started to protest, scream that this was unfair and she would be his, but his father struck him to silence him, so hard that J'nan crumpled to the ground. His accusing gaze from the ground was not levelled at his father, but at Sylya.
Sylya gave him a contemptuous, withering glare, and moved back to her small tent to gather her belongings. As she finished packing, her father appeared, watching her with a small smile. "Well Little Flower, it seems you will not be wife to the son of a warchief after all."
"Father, what happened here? Why does M'hair choose me, now, for so pointless a task? This makes no sense! What is going on??" she asked, near tears with confusion as the shock of her situation became real. I must leave the jungle! she thought wildly, fretting over it deeply but revealing none of her concern.
"I'd say M'hair wants us to have a lightweaver," he said casually, tenderly cupping a hand over her cheek. "Perhaps M'hair even favors our tribe, and does not want us to be hawks. Or maybe Mi'nh asked M'grathi into her blankets and he turned her down. But let us not hunt shadows in a cave at dusk. Enough of meanings. You have little time. I am glad M'hair has spared you this, where I could not. I hope you will not hate me for my failure. It is strange out there, Little Flower. They have forgotten the Old Ways, all of them. But remember that survival does not think on what should be, only what is." He hugged her and left before she could respond. Typical, she couldn't help but thinking.
Pack and tent secured to her back, she paused at the edge of the clearing and looked back on her tribe, her family, her dispicable fiance'. It would be years before she saw them again, if ever, a thought that nearly had her weeping and wailing like a toddler. But deeper than that, she rejoiced in being able to honorably run from this union with J'nan the elders had arranged, and even deeper still, she knew that now she would have an opportunity to become a lightweaver for her tribe. She glanced down at the pouch hanging around her neck, fondling the acorn within, and turned away from her people and the life she had known since birth. Drawing a deep breath, she pushed into the underbrush beyond the glade, moving northward into the unknown.
"What, father? What remains to be said?" she snapped at him.
Drawing himself up, he scowled fiercely at her, a low growl in his chest. A fearsome warrior, obviously skilled with his spear, his tattoos and piercings made him quite intimidating. To anyone but her, that is. He spoke in low, angry tones. "You face the elders at dusk, girl," he said. "I've had enough of your nonsense. I have said it: you cannot be a Lightweaver. I will not see you dead like the rest of my children! You will choose to follow Mhair."
"No, Father," she said, shaking her head defiantly. "I will not."
"The bow, then!" he said, voice rising slightly.
"I will not," she said again stubbornly.
"The sword!" he snapped. She just glared at him, her vivid green eyes boring holes in his skull. "Rrraahh! Mhair strike you bald, you cursed river serpent of a girl! Your brothers are all dead. It will be many moons before you can bend the light. Who will feed you in that time?"
"I will feed myself, you old goat!" she hissed. "Already I can..."
"Silence! Hold your tongue with me, devil girl!" he roared, turning heads clear across the camp. "Your skills are fine for childish games with real warriors nearby. But relying on them for your own full share? Ha! Your head is in a hole and you still think it is night, but your ass stands clear in the daylight!"
Flushing angrily, she shouted back at him. "The hole -your- head is in travels with you, old man!"
Gasping, sputtering with anger, he raised his hand as though to strike her, but caught himself and slowly lowered it. "I have tried to help you, Little Flower. You spit on my help and throw it in my face. All your life I have tolerated it, for you were the child of my mate, and I did for you all I could. But tonight, you are a child no longer. Your time of protection is at an end. You must now join the tribe...or leave it."
He turned with finality, not caring how she responded, and moved off to speak to some trackers who had just returned. As usual, Great Chief Head-In-His-Ass had no time for her beyond a gruff rebuke in the center of the camp, where everyone would stare and laugh with each other.
Worry ate at her, worry that he was right. The thought that his assessment was perfectly accurate just made her despise him all the more. Her situation was a case of the worst timing the world had ever seen, all her dreams ripped asunder. Her brothers, along with ten other young men, had been hunting just a month before, and had been ambushed by a pack of razorclaws. In one swift frenzy of death for the elves and life for the beasts, her chance for becoming what she dreamed to be were chewed up into gristle. Now, with no brothers to protect her, they would say she must choose a mate to pursue this path...but none of the boys left in Winding Rose tribe were old enough to be a warchief. As the only remaining child of Winding Rose tribe's Warchief, and a daughter, whoever was mated to her would inherit the title when her father died. And any child of Mhair knew, death could strike without warning...her mate could become the new Warchief at any time. Possibly deliberately. Maddeningly, this meant the Elders had as much say in her choice of mate as she did.
Despite her public insistance that she could fend for herself, she knew she faced a hard few years and was unlikely to survive it. Joining one of the other paths would give her Waybrothers who would feed her while she trained. But the thought of abandoning the light, after all she had accomplished with it so far! She simply could not. I am the first lightweaver the rose tribe has seen in three generations, she thought bitterly. I cannot abandon the path, no matter how tangled it becomes. The tribe needs this!
Night fell, finding her still worrying over the same thoughts with no new resolution. The campfires were doused, all but the center fire, and the elders slowly made their way down to its heady orange light. They chanted in their odd, droning way, singing the old songs, coaxing out the moon. Tribesemen moved about, trading with each other and drinking the burning water. Hours later, its light finally spilled through the jungle canopy, making everything glow silvery-blue in her vision. The singing died away, leaving the night sounds. The elders turned and looked at her, beckoned her, and she approached.
"Sylya, daughter of Netu," the oldest elf intoned. "Tonight, the seasons change. You have seen a hundred summers, and a hundred winters. Now you must join the tribe, and choose your path to tomorrow. Will you step out of childhood, and join us?"
"I will," she said boldly, not a hint of her misgivings showing.
"Then what path will you follow, to claim a share?" he rasped.
"I will weave the light, eldest."
The old man frowned, the other elders muttering among themselves. Her father looked weary and resigned. "That cannot be, daughter of Netu."
"I can feed myself while I learn! I can..."
"It does not matter if you feed yourself," the old man cut in angrily. "There are other matters to consider. You must have a mate, and not just so you do not starve. The elders are agreed in this. You must choose a mate from among those at the fire. Courting and details can wait, but you must choose now. Say the words."
"But there are no unmatched men in our tribe old enough! Would you have a child as your chief?" she snapped angrily. But the old man just shook his head, leaving her little choice. She raised her voice to the crowd, sneering and defiant. She spoke the ancient invitation to the challenge, her words dripping with sarcasm. "Which 'man' among you will step into the firelight to be seen by me, to be judged for the feathers?"
"You do not understand," said the eldest sadly, and stepped aside. A group she had not even noticed stood, revealing themselves in the firelight. Ice washed down her spine when she saw the delegation from the Hawk tribe. They must have arrived after the songs began...she had not seen them arrive. Among them was J'nan, son of the Hawk's warchief. Smiling cruelly, leering at her, he stepped to the edge of the fire's circle of stones.
Her eyes sought her father accusingly, but he would not look at her. They fell upon old M'grathi instead. M'grathi, who had tried three times to bring down her father and take his place. M'grathi, who had advised her in the ways of the elders. M'grathi, who now sneered at her in triumph. He told me I could go without a mate! she cried to herself. He tricked me! She was cold, numbed with shock as the ritual proceded and the elders assigned J'nan his challenge. The implications spread like fire through her mind. Screaming Hawk tribe will eat Winding Rose! The rose tribe will be devoured! M'grathi had strong ties to Hawk tribe...no doubt his own position would be elevated once the devouring was done. The implications of wedding J'nan were not lost on her, particularly under his hungry gaze. Her future appeared to be one of pain and torment, and she withered inside at the thought of it. She was caught, trapped...
A jingling of small bells interrupted her thoughts, and the elders stopped speaking with J'nan and his party. The quiet glade grew quieter still as hundreds of breaths caught in their throats. Walking from the edge of the glade was a stooped old woman covered with feathers and beads and animal tails, wearing a crown of bright silver jinglebeads. Her milky white eyes gazed past everything in her path...but were fixed on Sylya.
Murmers spread through the gathered wild elves as she made her way forward. M'grathi the elder stepped forward and barred her path. "What is this, Mi'nh!" he yelled at her. "This is an acceptance ritual, old woman! You are not needed here! Go back to the forest! How dare you interrupt? Leave and AaaiiiI!!" The old woman raised her hand casually, and M'grathi's harsh words were cut off by a mass of vines suddenly swarming from the underbrush and wrapping him up like a spider's dinner.
"M'hair will speak when she wishes," she croaked feebly, and hobbled on past the struggling elder. All others in her path backed away as she continued forward, eventually stopping before Sylya. The young chieftain's daughter fell to her knee before the ancient TreeSpeaker. The old blind druid reached forth to lay a hand on her head, and spoke with a voice suddenly deep, hollow, and booming, seemingly thrown back by the trees surrounding the glade as if it were their own voice instead. "Sylya'na'lith, daughter of Netu'ji'lith, you will run north! North, to the place where earth and sky embrace! North, where water sleeps, and the Sun fears to tread! North, to lay this seed upon the shore of the Sea of Glass!" The old woman fumbled blindly for Sylya's hand and roughly pressed a simple acorn into her hand.
Sylya remained on her knee, staring at the acorn in shock. "Wh...what?" she stammered. The old woman paid her no mind, simply walked back to the egde of the clearing. When she passed between the first of the trees, the jingling stopped, and she was gone. Noise burst upon the scene once more, hundreds of whispered conversations suddenly shushushushing through the clearing. Sylya looked back on those gathered at the fire. Her father was weeping with relief, laughing loudly...the elders in various states of outrage and confusion, and J'nan...he looked as if he had just discovered that his rations were full of ants. J'nan started to protest, scream that this was unfair and she would be his, but his father struck him to silence him, so hard that J'nan crumpled to the ground. His accusing gaze from the ground was not levelled at his father, but at Sylya.
Sylya gave him a contemptuous, withering glare, and moved back to her small tent to gather her belongings. As she finished packing, her father appeared, watching her with a small smile. "Well Little Flower, it seems you will not be wife to the son of a warchief after all."
"Father, what happened here? Why does M'hair choose me, now, for so pointless a task? This makes no sense! What is going on??" she asked, near tears with confusion as the shock of her situation became real. I must leave the jungle! she thought wildly, fretting over it deeply but revealing none of her concern.
"I'd say M'hair wants us to have a lightweaver," he said casually, tenderly cupping a hand over her cheek. "Perhaps M'hair even favors our tribe, and does not want us to be hawks. Or maybe Mi'nh asked M'grathi into her blankets and he turned her down. But let us not hunt shadows in a cave at dusk. Enough of meanings. You have little time. I am glad M'hair has spared you this, where I could not. I hope you will not hate me for my failure. It is strange out there, Little Flower. They have forgotten the Old Ways, all of them. But remember that survival does not think on what should be, only what is." He hugged her and left before she could respond. Typical, she couldn't help but thinking.
Pack and tent secured to her back, she paused at the edge of the clearing and looked back on her tribe, her family, her dispicable fiance'. It would be years before she saw them again, if ever, a thought that nearly had her weeping and wailing like a toddler. But deeper than that, she rejoiced in being able to honorably run from this union with J'nan the elders had arranged, and even deeper still, she knew that now she would have an opportunity to become a lightweaver for her tribe. She glanced down at the pouch hanging around her neck, fondling the acorn within, and turned away from her people and the life she had known since birth. Drawing a deep breath, she pushed into the underbrush beyond the glade, moving northward into the unknown.