Alive and kicking (back)
Mar 14, 2020 5:56:22 GMT -5
ShadowCatJen, Defunct Fiddlesticks, and 5 more like this
Post by Aoi on Mar 14, 2020 5:56:22 GMT -5
Konichwa, 
some might rememebr me, some may not. I had a break from in game RP for a while. I'd like to appoloigize to everyone i might have lat down and i'm really sorry. I already talked to some friends here i played with most. So I'd like to explain myself onece again to everyone i may have insulted, disappointed, hurt or let down.
It was due to a death in my family when all the drama in my RL started. My sister in law died from cancer close to Xmas 2019. She was only 40 and left behind my brother and their 17 year old daughter who is also my godsdaughter. Having lost my own parents and grandparents to cancer, leucemia heart attacks and strokes early myself, i can feel their pain. Also they're family and dear to me. So i wanted at least be avaible for talking on the phone and such.
I myself became sick with symptoms similar to the Corona Virus. I the end it was a flu, but still i was feeling too weak for doing anything on FRC and was afraid to die at my age already.
Also those who know me, maybe know i can be a little rebell at times and so some things on FRC, i'm just being honest, got too much for me. It was too stressfull and togteer with my rl stuff too painful, so i needed a break. I don't blame anyone else really for my absence exactly. It was my choice do just "poof" before i'd say something wrong and hurt anyone who didn't deserve it. But it was still the wrong way and stillhutrone or the other person. It made me think and decide to create this thread to sincerely apologize to everyone and i'm back now.
I still can't play as much as i did in the past anymore. But in the time i have, i'd be happy to get back into RP and adventuring on FRC. Hoping some might either give me another chmace or those i never met, may want to meet me in game. Still i'm also here to see all of you. I will also do my best to make it better now and be active again. I hope i cam start try again with the old player i still know and make a new start with those i didn't get to met yet.
About myself:
I'm a european player with a strict RL and health issues. I have to plan strictly, how much i eat, what and when for the last time each day. I still spend four early mornings a weeks with workout and at the weeknd i have a husband at home who demands attention, too. All of this makes me sadly pretty much inflexible and i'm sorry if it's a pain in the rear fpr teh DMs and other players. But that's the way things are and i wouldn't trade it for anything. I lost 26,5 kg of my weight and managed to keep it so far. For the sake ofmy own health i can't - and won't go back to the lazy (but also sickish) time when i got up early just to play. I learned that health and fitness are also way too precious to throw it away. So i hope you guys understand i will be mostly only able to be active a few times a week at times that work with -early- eurpean times. Long story short: I have to plan my playtimes into my daily schedule. If i find a bit of time to play spontaniously, that's just luck.
I'm a not native english speaking player. I have played on German NWN 1 and 2 servers and English NWN2 servers in the past. So i'm not a RP noob at least. 
Due to bad experiences with Bullying , seeing my character blamed for my typoes and nearly destroyed i came to try playing NWN1 once again just for fun. Now i love it and would like to keep it so with FRC. So if you ever should talk to me or meet me in RP, don't wonder if i need a translator or ask dumb questions about words i don't know. I may have had some time with english RP but i'm still leaning new terms all the time. 
Due to bad experiences with Bullying , seeing my character blamed for my typoes and nearly destroyed i came to try playing NWN1 once again just for fun. Now i love it and would like to keep it so with FRC. So if you ever should talk to me or meet me in RP, don't wonder if i need a translator or ask dumb questions about words i don't know. I may have had some time with english RP but i'm still leaning new terms all the time. 
Originally i started playing on FRC in July 2016. If you can bear with a mostly drama-avoiding player and self-confessed PvP-Denier (i know, by logging in you agree to the latter, but still it's just not my favorite), i'm sure we'll find other things to have fun with. Having namend two of my dislikes, here are some likes: I like casual fun-RP, bard-RP, performances, oddly with my language but i prepare songs for events and other occassions with my bardess and her husband. I like adventuring every now and then if it's not all the time. I also like healing-RP with my triadic character, often miss it due to timezone differences but still would like more of it sometimes.
I like adventuring every now and then if it's not all the time. I also like healing-RP with my triadic character, often miss it due to timezone differences but still would like more of it sometimes.So if you find anything here that might be interesting for you or have other ideas to play together, feel free to post here or throw me a message on Discord or PM me in this forum.
Then i'm sure we can have a great time together. Hope to see or hear from you soon.
If you find a typo you can keep it. 
Byebye
Aoi
