prayer of hope

[Sarah]

Son'ya walking weakly through King Forest with blade and bow weighting her down, she left from Suzail after seeking guidances from Entori and traveled to King Forest to up hold her word to Entori. Once Son'ya deep in forest she come across small home which she seem to know, weary on her travel she sits down to rest and set up camp. Once she finish setting the camp she lay out number of white feathers on ground and then she sit in middle of the camp with her bow across her lap and her blades set down in front of her.

Short times pass as Son'ya try fine a state of mind which is calming for her to think, Once she feel relax and at peace slowly she closes her eyes and draw her hands together over her chest and started to say a prayer in Elven,

"I Son'ya of Great Snow Eagle Peaks ask for guidances, I know i've never seek guidance from any elven god and I will understand if my prayers go unanswered. I have never felt so lost if my life. To lose so many I care about and have them frown down on me pain me greatly and to even lose one I love pain me more than anything. I know this pain must be my punishment but I don't have strength to deal with this lose alone. *as she continue praying tears of sadness run down her cheeks as thoughts start to cloud her mind* This pain I have, I don't want it anymore, I want feel warmth and care of friends and love ones not live in shadows anymore. *as her mind start to weaken more and thoughts race she finish her prayer with soft caring voice* I know my prayers will be heard, my past maybe black and my life empty but I still speak from the heart. I only ask that one that guide me be Aerdria Feanya."

Son'ya remains still sitting in one spot with her eyes open for everyone who may come by and seek to travel with in old Elven ruins in king forest. even while Son'ya feels weak she will up hold her word to Entori and gaurd passage with in the king forest

:::I added last part giving you idea that Son'ya staying put unless she need bath room or food:::

[Sarah]

while the days past Son'ya continue on watching over the pass and keeping her eye out for anyone who may could by. As the days go on Son'ya remains in one spot and only smile sometimes as she watching the forest animals that come by and hop around joyfully while playing.

after few short days went by with no one to be seen Son'ya lets out deep sigh and wonders to herself about what she is really doing here, as she start to lose herself in mindless thought about what she doing, a strange shadow walks from forest towards Son'ya camp. at first she was unsure but as the shape became more clear she seen a small hood man carrying finely made bow, Son'ya remained fully aware and ready as the hood man walk up to the camp and then stop. slowly the hood man draw her hood back and to Son'ya shock she find the man was to be Beloril.

Son'ya quickly welcomed Beloril and offered him a seat and two of them begine to chat and remaniss about past and talk for hours about regrets. after long talk and hearing Beloril words, Son'ya slowly started to smile with new feeling of warmth and joy which has not felt in long time, once day went by Beloril felt he was need else where and said his good byes to Son'ya. the two embraced each other and hugged deeply befor Beloril set off into forest

Son'ya sat back down on log behind her and begine to wonder if Beloril was sign she was looking for, even with the thought she sits at the camp over looking the forest pass and remained where she was keeping her word to Entori and also a waiting a sign from the gods.

[Sarah]

While Son'ya continues watching over the pass she keeps herself busy through alone hours of night by clearing her bow and keeps her blade sharp and ready.

in the day time she spends her time talking to the many butterflies that have been showing up for number of day and fly around the camp. she continues her prayers and praying from the heart as she ask the gods for guidances and seeking forgiveness.

as day go by she also makes the time to also watch over caravans that travel the road and stop the bandits stole from the caravans.

many a nights as Son'ya rest there are number large spider that walk into her camp and even while she rest she fully aware quickly springs to action by killing the spiders.

[Sarah]

Week has gone by and Son'ya continue to guard over the forest pass and also continue praying and waiting for a sign.

while Son'ya remains near and around the camp helping travels on the road, she came back to her camp after helping blind man get passage through the forest unharmed, she sits down on log and lets out long sigh after hard fight through forest. while she is sit she gos through her list of items that she has and frowns deeply as she notice that running low on number of thing her main worry being that she has very little arrows left.

short times pass and Son'ya wonders if she should leave the forest for day to go and restock her arrows. even with thought Son'ya sighs and remains in one spot and keeping her mind on promise she made to Entori.

//day 27 in big brother house: Son'ya doing dishes in kitchen room while talking to Sharita about what a pain Isiolith and Entori can be, Isiolith and Entori sit in living room kiss and cuddling all day and not doing any house work.

in bed room Brin and Lydia sit talking about new house mate and how dreamy he is.

new house mate Ranan sit in garden with Vinduil and Celthiril talking about weather in Cormyr and why rain so much, sudden a stone come flying over there head and breaks the window on the house, the three house mates turn there heads to see Torian quickly darting behind bush, hearing the smash Sharita walks out into garden and tells three house mates who sit to stop messing about, from bush an evil laugh can be heard.

[Sarah]

on strange day Son'ya seat on the log with huffy face as nothing at all happen. in acted to keep herself busy she can up with new game to play with Butterflies, Son'ya would say a word and butterflies would have to form shape of letters in order. Son'ya started and told the butterflies to spell her name, the butterflies quickly begin to do each letter and they spell S, O, O, P and final Y. Son'ya huffs and giggles softly befor saying "okay try this one, spell rabbit". one again the butterflies fly about and form letter in order B, A, N, D, I and ends with a T. after Son'ya mubbles and seem even gloom she slumps down and huffs.

few hours and the night slowly begin to creep up when Son'ya seen a strange knight walking on the road, being state of boredom she gets up and follows the knight around as he kills some bandits near by. unsure of what to do Son'ya felt no need to follow knight anymore as he was killing highway robbers, Son'ya returned to her camp and not after few minutes the knight came passage her camp heading into passage that Son'ya watching over, she quickly jumped up and asked the knight where he was going but knight was more or less not in careing mood as he told Son'ya to pike off, asking again Son'ya only got ear full of back chatting before knight walked off into deper part of the forest, she followed him in hiding and seeing if was up to no good. once she felt the knight was harmless she left him be and returned to her camp to rest.

[Sarah]

a few days pass by with nothing much happening beside odd travel having run in with bandits and orcs. Son'ya continue her prayers and watching the passage, as she watched the passage she didnt notice a hooded man ridding up to her camp, feeling a little edgy Son'ya stayed ready befor hooded man draws his hood back, soon she see that its Entori, she beams brightly and offers him some food as sem he just been on long travel. as two chatted about what been happening and other matters Son'ya ask Entori if he could go and buy her some arrows, Entori quickly answered and Son'ya gave him some gold coins, not even half day gos by and Entori returns with number of arrows, after which Entori felt need be else where and he hopped on his horse and headed off down road.

[Sarah]

Next few days that followed after Entori left the camp where queit, Son'ya seeing nothing much more than just few rabbits, foxs and deer. in acted keep herself busy she open her pack and talks out some paper and paints, she begin to draw odd random thing around the camp, first she draws and paints a picture of butterflie which sits on rock, then she draws and paints picture of her own hand, she gos onto drawing and painting more picture untill she begin get bored of it.

after painting the picture she lay down with her cloak rolled up and place against log behind her, she leans back resting her head on the cloak roll and she looks up at the sky through the tree tops and mutters softly about someone and then tear seem roll down her cheek before she close her eyes and prays.

[Sarah]

Son'ya sits by fire wondering what she doing today and she comes up with idea on making list and following it, she takes out long scroll and ink and begin written in poor hand writing

6:00 AM wake up and get dressed
7:00 AM fill full her flask and pick some food from near by bushs
8:00 AM check on passage and see if there any new tracks
10:00 AM check see if there anyone of road who needs help traveling
12:00 AM have bite to eat
1:00 PM have chat with butterflies
2:00 PM check at Waymoot to see if there any messages for her
3:00 PM walk along the road and see if there are any new bandits or orcs around
6:00 PM sit down at camp and pray to Elven gods for wised and guidances
9:00 PM clean her bow and swords
11: PM go over thing she may need restock on
12:00 PM get ready for long night rest
4:00 am wake up for bref minute and check there nothing around
6:00 AM start day over again

[Sarah]

as Son'ta sat at her camp one day eating some bread and day dreaming, she didn't notice or even hear that someone is sneaking up behind her. unaware Son'ya continue eating as mystery someone raised his hands up and put his hands over her eyes gently, she quickly stop eating and giggled as she wonder who could sneak up on her, she soon removes the hands and turns to see Beloril standing there.

she welcome Beloril with hug and the two of them talked for hours about forest and what Son'ya doing here. after long talk and number of times the word hermit was said Son'ya and Beloril walked forest but unlike other times, Son'ya head deeper into forest covering road on way to immersea and battling number of heavy orc, once forest road was clear both Beloril and Son'ya head back to the camp and talked even more.

they talked through the night and Son'ya sure her deepist thoughts and wised. as Beloril sure his thoughts Son'ya slowly begin to understand all thing she has been told over years. it quickly dawned on her that maybe she was not there to prove herself to others but more to prove to herself not what everyone say she is.

could this but the sign that Son'ya been waiting for?
could Son'ya have found guidance she was looking for from Beloril?
could really be that all thing in her life have been leading up to this day?

only the elven gods know